There is a moment somewhere around the first fifty pages of Still Breathing: Silence, Survival, and the Things We Never Told when I had to place the Kindle face down beside me and walk to the balcony for air. It was past midnight. Somewhere below, a scooter kept refusing to start, again and again, the sound echoing through the lane like frustration refusing to die quietly. I remember standing there with one hand on the rusted railing, feeling the strange discomfort of recogni