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What Does It Take to Keep Living? — Parts of Living by Sindhura Chamala, reviewed by Sameer Gudhate.

  • Writer: Sameer Gudhate
    Sameer Gudhate
  • 46 minutes ago
  • 4 min read

There are people who look lonely.

 

And then there are people who have become so good at living alone that nobody thinks to ask if they are lonely.

 

Meera is one of them.

 

At fifty, she has a job. A routine. A home. A life that, from the outside, seems perfectly manageable.

 

She wakes up. Goes to work. Comes back. Follows her routines.

 

Nothing is falling apart.

 

Except perhaps Meera herself.

 

That is where Sindhura Chamala’s Parts of Living quietly gets under your skin.

 

Because this isn't a novel about a dramatic breakdown.

 

It isn't about someone standing at the edge of a spectacular crisis.

 

It is about something much harder to recognise—the slow exhaustion of a person who has simply stopped expecting life to surprise her.

 

And then a medical diagnosis arrives.

 

You might expect that to change everything.

 

You might expect Meera to suddenly realise how precious life is, make a list of things she wants to do, reconnect with people, and begin living as though every remaining day were a gift.

 

Chamala doesn't take that easy route.

 

Instead, the diagnosis forces Meera to confront a thought she has been carrying quietly for a long time.

 

What if she doesn't want to keep going?

 

And perhaps even more uncomfortable—

 

What if continuing to live is not always an instinctive choice?

 

That question gives Parts of Living its real weight.

 

The novel unfolds over three weeks.

 

Just three weeks.

 

There are no elaborate twists driving the story forward. No constant dramatic events demanding our attention.

 

Instead, there are conversations.

 

Old relationships.

 

New encounters.

 

Ordinary days.

 

Small moments that, in another novel, might have been treated as insignificant.

 

Here, they matter.

 

Because Meera's real battle isn't happening somewhere outside her.

 

It is happening in the space between one thought and another.

 

Between loneliness and freedom.

 

Between wanting someone near and wanting nobody near.

 

Between being tired of life and being afraid of what it means to let it go.

 

That contradiction is what makes Meera feel human.

 

She isn't a character who can be neatly understood.

 

And thankfully, Chamala doesn't try to make her one.

 

One of the things I particularly appreciated is the absence of easy emotional manipulation.

 

A subject like this could very easily become sentimental.

 

It could have been filled with dramatic speeches, conveniently timed revelations and characters who exist only to teach Meera something.

 

Instead, the book remains restrained.

 

Sometimes almost stubbornly so.

 

And that restraint works.

 

Especially in the conversations.

 

Several reader responses have highlighted how natural the dialogues feel, and I can understand why. The conversations don't always announce their importance. People say ordinary things. But underneath those ordinary words, something else is happening.

 

That felt very close to real life.

 

How often do we tell someone, "I'm fine," when what we really mean is, "I don't know how to explain what is happening inside me"?

 

How often do we mistake someone's routine for happiness?

 

How many people around us are functioning perfectly while quietly running out of reasons to care?

 

That is where this novel becomes larger than Meera.

 

We live in a time when exhaustion is often treated as something to fix.

 

Work harder.

 

Stay positive.

 

Exercise.

 

Travel.

 

Meet people.

 

Find your purpose.

 

Keep moving.

 

But what happens when a person has no energy left even to search for a purpose?

 

Parts of Living doesn't offer a motivational answer.

 

And I am glad it doesn't.

 

Because the book understands that sometimes continuing is not a victory.

 

Sometimes it is simply a decision made today.

 

And then made again tomorrow.

 

The biggest challenge for some readers will be the same quality that gives the novel its identity: its slowness.

 

If you need a plot that constantly moves, this book may test your patience.

 

There are moments when the introspection feels deliberately prolonged, and the absence of conventional dramatic movement can make the story feel repetitive.

 

But perhaps judging this novel by the standards of a fast-moving narrative would miss what it is attempting to do.

 

This is a book about the weight of ordinary time.

 

So the ordinary time has to be felt.

 

And slowly, almost without announcing itself, the novel makes you look differently at something we rarely question.

 

Living.

 

We talk about birth.

 

We talk about success.

 

We talk about love.

 

We talk about death.

 

But we don't often talk about the strange, exhausting, deeply personal space in between.

 

The space where a person simply wakes up again.

 

Makes tea.

 

Goes to work.

 

Comes home.

 

Sleeps.

 

And does it all over again.

 

Until one day, something changes.

 

Maybe not dramatically.

 

Maybe just enough.

 

Enough to make tomorrow possible.

 

And perhaps that is what Parts of Living leaves behind—not an answer to what makes life worth living, but a much more uncomfortable question:

 

What if sometimes we don't need a grand reason to continue?

 

What if, for one more day, simply continuing is enough?

 

And what if that ordinary day turns out to be the beginning of something we weren't expecting?

 

 

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